Love is…
To wonder what she is doing now, what she is eating.
To call her phone.
To think if she will come that day or not.
To check the mail a lot of times everyday.
When going shopping, instead of shopping for myself, acc her to look for her stuff.
That just to think about her turns me happy and sad at the same time.
It is to ALWAYS wonder about her.
But that person doesn’t appear just because I am thinking about her.
I’m always worried over if she will be thinking about me.
And as I am always thinking or trying to talk to her, I worry that I would bother her when she out and if she thinks I’m a bore.
Can’t help but feel sad at the things I’m doing wrong and also the things I worry about. Even guys have tears that will flow. How do we make things better after everything has happened? How do we build up the trust between us again?
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